The title itself describes it all - Some people prefer to eat with chives, some prefer to have it with gravy; my case, I like it with carrot, broccoli, mayonese, and with little of seasoning, just salt, sugar, and pepper.
I quite enjoy cooking alone, and invite some of my colleagues to come over for a time or two. I'm not really a person who is good in communicating, but I believe I'm improving. Sometimes I just don't quite get well along with certain humans out there, basically is because we share different mindsets and thoughts.
Today I encountered a funny situation. Everyone was so full with the fruits that being served (one whole watermelon and honey dew), we still have one whole big container left. Then there's one gentlewoman who offered her ice cream, I went over and held her neck (we're quite close though so we get quite playful sometimes) for her still offering people to eat while she still has so many leftover in her room (she actually cooked quite many stuffs). There's one guy, screwed me right after - you don't eat doesn't mean others don't want to eat. I was like, huh? Okay? He's right though since I wasn't the one who bought.
Thing that learnt today - Just shut up if you aren't involved in that situation. You can actually walk it over since they aren't going to harm you.
I'm still pretty comfortable with myself now though. And, be gentleman. :)
Monday, May 7, 2012
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Division
It's 13 of March, 2238pm. It's being my third week in USA and so far so good, getting everything on pace; at least didn't create any problems, yet. Crossed fingers, of course!
Had dinner with colleagues today, it seems like I'm always being the youngest within all of them (like duh) but I always try to not solidify the running air within our room. Most of the time I would speak some funny stuffs which might or tend to give others an impression that I ain't a serious person and love to make jokes on things around me. Well, today, one of them talked about generation gap, and he said he couldn't really deal with people like me; in other words, apparently it's my problem because what I always say is most likely to be out of their acceptancy range. To me, making the conversation dry is always to be the last option of mine so I would prefer to be more clownishness and hence everyone would laugh although hard laughters sometimes I can hear too!
Had dinner with colleagues today, it seems like I'm always being the youngest within all of them (like duh) but I always try to not solidify the running air within our room. Most of the time I would speak some funny stuffs which might or tend to give others an impression that I ain't a serious person and love to make jokes on things around me. Well, today, one of them talked about generation gap, and he said he couldn't really deal with people like me; in other words, apparently it's my problem because what I always say is most likely to be out of their acceptancy range. To me, making the conversation dry is always to be the last option of mine so I would prefer to be more clownishness and hence everyone would laugh although hard laughters sometimes I can hear too!
wannabe lively; wannabe quiet
wannabe strong; wannabe carefree
wannabe matured; wannabe clownishness
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Worthy
Just so often that we always come to a point when a decision is to be made
With both options equally weighed
I paused. I pondered. I struggled
"If only if"
one of the phrases that I always hear
"If only it's worthwhile"
one of the phrases that I fear
How would it be if I selected A, what would it be if I selected B
What if A happened on me, what if B happened on me
Yet, I always forget that
everyone will pass away
regardless of the time frame
iblessi
With both options equally weighed
I paused. I pondered. I struggled
"If only if"
one of the phrases that I always hear
"If only it's worthwhile"
one of the phrases that I fear
How would it be if I selected A, what would it be if I selected B
What if A happened on me, what if B happened on me
Yet, I always forget that
everyone will pass away
regardless of the time frame
iblessi
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Dumbstruck
kinda dumbstruck if someone does that to me, but it's like super wtf kinda dumbstruck when you did that to me. I got no idea what else I could say.
Well, human lives with emotions - expectations, happiness, sadness, hopes, disappointments, heart broken moments, et cetera, et cetera. I sometimes would think, how well if humans are born without emotions but only having the ability to judge what is right or wrong, wouldn't that be simple? But if we hear the inner voice of a system, just like how often those cartoons we used to watch when we were young, spongebobsquarepants for instance (just a rectangular shaped sponge but has been given so much characters and yes, he is famous!?), they'd hope to have emotions to feel happy and so.
Things that we can never reach, we would always have a positive mindset towards it.
Things that we already have it, we would hardly appreciate and cherish it.
I want to have a strong will that I can control myself from doing stupid nonsense stuffs. Keep in mind that emotions are sometimes uncontrollable, so just let it be. But I can never ever walk into the forbidden zones or it will then move the snow balls and once I lose its control, tragedy will occur. Amen.
Well, human lives with emotions - expectations, happiness, sadness, hopes, disappointments, heart broken moments, et cetera, et cetera. I sometimes would think, how well if humans are born without emotions but only having the ability to judge what is right or wrong, wouldn't that be simple? But if we hear the inner voice of a system, just like how often those cartoons we used to watch when we were young, spongebobsquarepants for instance (just a rectangular shaped sponge but has been given so much characters and yes, he is famous!?), they'd hope to have emotions to feel happy and so.
Things that we can never reach, we would always have a positive mindset towards it.
Things that we already have it, we would hardly appreciate and cherish it.
I want to have a strong will that I can control myself from doing stupid nonsense stuffs. Keep in mind that emotions are sometimes uncontrollable, so just let it be. But I can never ever walk into the forbidden zones or it will then move the snow balls and once I lose its control, tragedy will occur. Amen.
Monday, January 16, 2012
Disappointed - Move On
quite disappointed
quite annoyed
quite unhappy with
quite speechless
just simply, quite a negative thought I had
on myself
words that shouldn't be spoken
words that should be left unsaid
words that are supposed to voice up straight on the face
words that surprisingly came in mind
screwed up on something
making the situation worse
awkward and grief in between
it's either I voice it up straight or shut my fucking mouth up
shouldn't have put myself into such a situation
should have taken the initiative to speak it out initially
shouldn't have walked out
shouldn't have cared
by when only I'll understand the word 'consequence'?
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Thursday Night
So it's Thursday night, 2139 right now. Just had dinner and I'm totally exhausted now. Have been waking up during the middle of the night since November; I woke up at 530am this morning and couldn't sleep back after that so I decided to get out of bed around 630am and went to company nearby for breakfast. Well, was quite a fresh day to kick start with.
Life went difficult when approaching lunch hour. Perhaps I was having difficulties to conducting FA but meanwhile quite a few action items on hand. A colleague of mine actually caught my nerves down straight to ground when he just came and cut my conversation with another colleague. I mean like, show some respect please you this mother fucker??
After lunch hour I looked over my FA again, and here the other guy chasing for updates. Meanwhile I had other colleagues who sought for my help and of course, I helped. I was still in control until again, my conversation got cut again by that mother fucker. Well, I shall say such a low EQ I have, but really, I certainly felt unhappy with it and disappointed upon his this sucks-to-the-max-attitude! Who do you think you are?? I don't really bother if you're doing your work or not or you not even doing it but please, don't interrupt me, can? It made me to feel miserable and annoyed was the moment he waved to me when he went back. I mean like, what the fuck is this? Apparently you think it's not a matter at all of cutting others' conversation and you can still act it like nobody's business, or you actually know but you're just ignoring it? I don't know.
Well, somehow I started to pause and ponder since the moment I got into car until now. I don't really understand why am I behaving in such a way today. Imagine if some other colleagues do this to me again, so I'm gonna explode again? Definitely no right? Am I being just too sensitive or caring on these nonsenses too much? I imagined myself being in his position, perhaps he was actually thinking his words were more important than mine since he's the senior, I'm not sure if I'd do the same thing to my subordinates but definitely I wouldn't cut one's conversation. If say it's the first time I can still indulge, but this fucker has been doing it ALL OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN. And too bad for myself, I was really in such a bad condition today (perhaps even by now I still do) so you actually triggered me until the max. I have never gone into such a stage ever since the first day I work here. Thanks for being the first. As a saying goes within WD - You true colours will yet to be revealed. The longer you stay here, the more unpredictable you will find yourself gonna be. I always practice to be rational and firm when working but today, I failed. failed.
Recharge and restart tonight, please. Give me a good night tonight, dear God.
Life went difficult when approaching lunch hour. Perhaps I was having difficulties to conducting FA but meanwhile quite a few action items on hand. A colleague of mine actually caught my nerves down straight to ground when he just came and cut my conversation with another colleague. I mean like, show some respect please you this mother fucker??
After lunch hour I looked over my FA again, and here the other guy chasing for updates. Meanwhile I had other colleagues who sought for my help and of course, I helped. I was still in control until again, my conversation got cut again by that mother fucker. Well, I shall say such a low EQ I have, but really, I certainly felt unhappy with it and disappointed upon his this sucks-to-the-max-attitude! Who do you think you are?? I don't really bother if you're doing your work or not or you not even doing it but please, don't interrupt me, can? It made me to feel miserable and annoyed was the moment he waved to me when he went back. I mean like, what the fuck is this? Apparently you think it's not a matter at all of cutting others' conversation and you can still act it like nobody's business, or you actually know but you're just ignoring it? I don't know.
Well, somehow I started to pause and ponder since the moment I got into car until now. I don't really understand why am I behaving in such a way today. Imagine if some other colleagues do this to me again, so I'm gonna explode again? Definitely no right? Am I being just too sensitive or caring on these nonsenses too much? I imagined myself being in his position, perhaps he was actually thinking his words were more important than mine since he's the senior, I'm not sure if I'd do the same thing to my subordinates but definitely I wouldn't cut one's conversation. If say it's the first time I can still indulge, but this fucker has been doing it ALL OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN. And too bad for myself, I was really in such a bad condition today (perhaps even by now I still do) so you actually triggered me until the max. I have never gone into such a stage ever since the first day I work here. Thanks for being the first. As a saying goes within WD - You true colours will yet to be revealed. The longer you stay here, the more unpredictable you will find yourself gonna be. I always practice to be rational and firm when working but today, I failed. failed.
Recharge and restart tonight, please. Give me a good night tonight, dear God.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Tens
How many ten years does one have
It's within within all fingers that I have I believe, the count number
Things that happen for each cycle
Things that happen to happen for each cycle
Things that will never happen for each cycle
Life is unpredictable
It's within within all fingers that I have I believe, the count number
Things that happen for each cycle
Things that happen to happen for each cycle
Things that will never happen for each cycle
Life is unpredictable
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